1. WHAT HAPPENED TO 
  MY WORLD? THE STRUGGLES OF AN IDP FATHER
  
  Stories from Dooplaya District, Karen State, Burma, March 2003, by Saw Takkaw
  
  
  
When this Karen man, Saw 
  O, was asked about the needs of his family and IDP group, he shifted his weight 
  from foot to foot and looked around nervously. The interpreter then explained 
  that we were trying to organize support for his IDP group, but still the man 
  was unresponsive. The interpreter tactfully pushed on until the man stated emphatically, 
  Rice. Yes, we need rice. But even if we have rice we do not have enough 
  pots to cook it in. Also, we need mosquito nets and blankets, but rice first. 
  OK, look  we cannot even feed our own children. I do not like to say such 
  things  I am a man, but I cannot even feed my children.
  
  The deprivation that Saw Os children are facing is no fault of his own 
  but that of the Burmese military dictatorship (SPDC). Because of the SPDCs 
  policy of persecution against ethnic minority civilians, thousands of families 
  have to make the choice either to stay in areas under Burmese Army control and 
  face possible abuse, or run and face certain deprivation. Saw O and his family 
  are terrified of the Burmese Army, so they chose to run. Their exodus has lasted 
  for over fifteen years and has claimed the lives of two of his children (both 
  perished from malaria). But Saw O is a dignified man, and he does not want to 
  be seen as a victim; he just wants to feed his family. He would rather live 
  in peace, and farm the land as his Karen ancestors have done for centuries. 
  The situation in which he and his family must exist is totally beyond his control. 
  But this fact does not still Saw Os deep sense of shame and humiliation, 
  because he cannot provide for his familys basic needs.
  
  
  2. BURMA AT GROUND ZERO: THE BIGGEST VICTIMS ARE THE SMALLEST 
  VICTIMS
  
  During a human rights interview at an IDP site, I was informed about two chronically 
  sick children in the group (boy age 6, girl age 14). Both of the children were 
  weak and listless. The girl wept the entire time I was present at the site. 
  A few days later, with the help of the Karen National Union, the children were 
  moved to a hospital inside Thailand. The life of an IDP is wrought with danger 
  and uncertainty. When not in flight from the Burmese Army, IDPs try to eke out 
  a living in the jungle. IDPs capacity to acquire food, water, shelter, 
  clothing, and medicine is greatly constrained. Maintaining personal hygiene 
  and taking preventative measures against malaria promote challenges as well. 
  Under such conditions, children suffer the most. The situation becomes 
  even more critical for IDP children when one or more of their parents/caregivers 
  fall prey to illness, injury, or death.
  
  The boy, Saw A, was 
  malnourished, thalassemic (a genetic blood disorder), and identified with anemia. 
  Hopefully, his condition will improve, so that he will not need blood transfusions. 
  The doctor also explained that the boy is permanently stunted.
  
   
  
The girl, Naw M, unfortunately 
  faces much more serious health challenges. At age 14, Naw M weighs only fifty 
  pounds. Her small body and stunted growth even shocked the Thai hospital staff 
  who deal with border cases regularly. She is anemic, malnourished, 
  and has chronic malaria. At the time of writing this report, she 
  was in the hospital and listed in serious condition.
  
   
  
  Both of these children have been robbed of a healthy life as a direct result 
  of SPDC policies. Although children like Saw A and Naw M will never make the 
  headlines, they represent Burmas largest and most vulnerable group of 
  victims, children.
  
  
  3. WHEN THE BURMESE ARMY MOVES TO THE LEFT, WE MOVE TO THE RIGHT.
  
  
  
  A portion of a group of 150 Karen IDPs. 
  Composition of group: 75 women, 50 children, 25 men.
  
  Most of the IDPs in this group have been on the run from the Burmese Army for 
  four to five years. Some families in the group, however, have been in flight 
  from their home villages for over ten years. During these years the IDPs have 
  lived in numerous locations, When the Burmese Army moves to the left, 
  we move to the right. They arrived at this particular site approximately 
  two years ago after the Burmese Army occupied their previous site. According 
  to one aid worker, the fact that these IDPs are not new arrivals 
  reduces the chance that they will receive relief from aid organizations.
  
  
  
  Maintaining dignity: The desire to be self-sufficient and free from abuse.
  
  Due to this years unsuitable weather conditions, the groups attempts 
  at farming failed. With sick and malnourished children already among them and 
  Burmese troops only a few kilometers away, the future looks bleak. The site 
  where they now live is located behind a string of hill outposts manned by lightly 
  armed KNLA soldiers (Karen National Liberation Army  the resistance forces 
  of the Karen National Union). But they would rather endure the hardships associated 
  with being an IDP, than submit to SPDC rule. It is indeed a tragedy when 
  parents have to make a choice between raising their children under a dictatorship 
  where they may have to endure various abuses (including rape, forced labor, 
  and murder) or live on the run and face certain deprivation. What would you 
  do?
  
  
  
  In order for the fighting in Burma to cease, the military dictatorship must 
  be dissolved. Only with its dissolution can the safety and prosperity of future 
  generations of the people of Burma be conceivable.
  
  
  
  These KNLA soldiers display their resolve, despite incredible odds and hardships, 
  to struggle on against the Burmese dictatorship.